SQUEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tennessee....
It is SO gorgeous here and I have friends waiting for me (!!!)
But I had to tell everyone this....
I TALKED TO CHRIS!!!!
We were on our way when Dad realized he forgot his wallet so we sped back and I ran in and the message light was on.
i almsot didn’t play it thinking it was one of M’s or D’s friends AGAIN; they’d been calling ALL night last night.
But I played the message AND IT WAS CHRIS !!!!!!!!!!!
'Hello, Anna,I was just calling to tell you, well, have a good time in Tennesse..We'll all miss you.But no one as much as me. But I guess I am too late. Ok,uhm.bye."
REMEMBER THE MESSAGE ON THE CD?!?
"Anna. I know you'll like this. It means as much to you as you mean to me."
OH MY GOD THE CDS WERE FROM CHRIS
I was sitting there having a mini panic attack when the door opened and someone came in.
I don't even remember siding to the floor but I did.
Anyways,
I thought it was M or D so I said 'I'll be right there just having you know,period pains."
And CHRIS SAID "Thanks for that information. I'll keep that in mind."
My head shot up so fast I am surprised it didn't go through the CEILING.
Chris was standing there all sweaty and his hair was standing up in about 100 different directions.
i stood up . I had to lean on the table to not fall over. I felt all weak and sick all over.
Like Woody Allen said "I was hot and cold all over...Either I was in love or I had malaria."
ANYWAYS.
I looked up at him and said :"Why are you so sweaty?"
"I ran here."
"You live 3 miles away!"
"That's why it took so long."
AND THEN HE KISSED ME
NO WARNING, HE JUST DID
And it was...WOW
REAL fireworks. Not the piddly thing with Lyle but REAL,LIVE THINGS.
OH MY GOD.
And he was reallllllly sweet and slow about it and WOW.
So it felt like we were kssing for YEARS when Seb said "Ewwww."
M and D and Seb were there ick ick ick
OH MY GOD
BUT WOW.
I noticed Chris jumped away, but he held my hand still.
The amazing thing was was Dad clapped Chris on the shoulder and said "I told you."
WHAT THE WHAT?!?
EVENTUALLY we had to leave and I have to get off the computer...I am in the Library and we have to pay for internet....$1.00/hour which SUCKS. But anyways.
It ALL makes sense...
beating up Nick
comforting me EVERY time something bad happens
always making me laugh and being around to make me laugh
the cds
the music...oh my GOD I can't believe I was so STUPID to not see it at the Last Day of School Assembly !!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE WAS GOING TO TELL ME THEN!!!!
Remember when I said he looked like he was going to say something, but didn't, but then when he went off with Pat he looked back one more time?
OH MY GOD I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I told Chris "I am soooooooo stupid." and he laughed.
"It's OK if you are a little slow."
He laughed at the Look I gave him "Ok maybe I sohlud have worded that better.Its O that it took you....years to realize....I would have waited as long as it took."
"But you didn't."
"Not when I knew you were moving."
'So this was a sort of last hurrah?One kiss and then goodbye?"
"Nooo..actually I was hoping we sort of could..you know,see each but not really.Like long distance thingy."
“Those never work.”
“I’ll make sure it does.”
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So yeah me and Chris are a couple and I don't care if it's long-distance. As soon as we grad we're moving to Northern California to go to college (me as a writer and him for Bio) and live together.
~Ana~

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

Leaving for Tennessee ...Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Gang came to see me off last night.
It was sooooooooooooo sad...everyone cried and hug and cried.
I can't believe I have to leave all my BEST friends,FOREVER because M selfishly got a job in a DIFFERENT STATE!!!!!!!!!!

I made them promise to call me,text me,email me,EVERYTHING, at least twice a day.
I can't believe it's actually happening...I mean,I've known for a while now (2 months-ish) but it is only now becoming real to me.
Does that make sense?
I am so sad and miserable...
I am NOT goin to speak to my parents EVER again.
Not that I'll have room to..I have an hour-and-a-half ride ahead of me to the airport,stuffed in the backseat with about 20000 suitcases and bags and boxes and Seb.....UGH......
Good thing I brought some cds.
I have literally all my cds in a HUGE binder thingy that has sleeves for cds,you know?
Well, anyways I have about 100 CDS. Really.
Which one,which one?Hmmmm...
I guess the best one would be the two with all my favorite songs on it, from <> Lyle.
The cds have on them :
Finger Eleven --One Thing
Finger Eleven--Paralyzer
Meatloaf--I’d Do Anything for Love
Bush--Glycerine
Goo Goo Dolls -Iris
Scouting for Girls --She’s So Lovely
Scouting for Girls --Elvis Aint Dead
Star Trekkin'
Frank Zappa--Living In A Jar
Guns N Roses--Don't Cry
Grateful Dead--Casey Jones
Wreckless Eric --Whole Wide World
Rolling Stones-Paint it Black
George Harrison--My Sweet Lord
The Beatles--All I’ve Gotta Do
The Beatles--All My Loving
The Beatles--Across the Universe
The Beatles--From Me to You
The Beatles--I Call Your Name
The Beatles--And Your Bird Can Sing
The Beatles--For No One
The Beatles--Got To Get You Into My Life
The Fray--How to Save a Life
The Fray-You Found Me
The Fray--Over my Head
Frank Sinatra --Wee Small Hours of the Morning
John Mayer --Wee Small Hours of the Morning
OH MY GOD
I NEVER TOLD CHRIS ABOUT THIS CD
WHAT ARE THE CHANCES HE SANG THAT SONG AND THE SONG APPEARS ON THE CD IN MY LOCKER?!?.
I ran to the phone to call Chris but the line was busy.Noooooooooooooooo!!!!!
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
I am totally freaking out.
Does Chris,like, you know....LIKE ME?!?
And even more importanlty....
Do I like Chris?
He is sweet...and funny....and always there for me...he always makes me laugh when I am sad.....
Oh, my God.
I do.
I think I Chris.
And now it’s too late. And Mom is yelling at me because we’re 5 minutes behind schedule.
Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL !!!!

(9am)
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!
Yesssssssssssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today there isn't anmy real classes, just ASSemblies as Chris calls them,etc.
Oh oh I forgot to say...Chris is SINGING in the assembly !
REALLY!
He's been in Choir for about 3489334384 years.
Well,no, that would make him,like, 3489334390 years old.
But you know what I mean !
ANYWAYS.
He is a REALLY good singer but he won't tell anyone what song he's singing is ! Grrrr !
He just smiles and says "It's a surprise."
I even threatened to take away his Star Trek collection (really...and I am SOOOOOOOO jealous of it but there is no way in about 23q834838 years I am telling <CHRIS> that ! ).
But he stills says no to telling me his song choice, grrr.
But I did see him in his 'costume' or whatever...he's dressed like Frank Sinatra !
REALLY!
OH YEAH this is gonig to be wayyyyyyyyyyyyy good !
(I LOVE Frank Sinatra as if you couldn't tell... ).
(1pm)
Last assembly was SO amazingly COOL.
There was TONS of funny skits and Anorexic Amelia fell down the stairs like a slinky,ahahahaahahahah.
Chris sang....get ready for it.... "In The Wee Small Hours of the Morning" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEE!!!
Me and the Gang were jumping up and down and screaming like fangirls hahaha.
I said "I am drawing the line at throwing my panties at him."
Karlas was like "Why?"
"Well for one thing I can't remember if we put any on."
and we laughed like idiots for about 5 minutes.
I think I am getting (developing?) dememtia..
but OH WELL
Chris did SUCH a good job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I gave Chris a HUGE hug as he came off-stage.
He looked very surprised ..but it might of been because I was squeezing him a bit tightly,ahahaha.
He said "What was that for?"
"Nothing you nut, you just did a good job."
“Oh thanks I guess.”
He sort of stood there awkwardly but then Pat called him to come over and Chris started walking.
He stopped,looked back at me, and looked like he was going to say something but he just smiled and walked on.
Which was totally weird.
But whatever.
NO MORE SCHOOL FOR 3 MONTHS !!!!!!!!!!!
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDIT=====20 Minutes Later
CRAP
Just remembered I'm moving,leaving tomorrow.....Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Ana~

Mom Graduated !

Mommy graduated !
She is now a nurse with a Master's degree in Nursing Sciences AND Psychology !!!!
YAY!
CONGRATULATIONS MOM !!!!!!!!
xoxo,
~Ana~

We are MOVING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Worst news EVER.
We are MOVING.
M and D decided to tell me TODAY and ruin my WHOLE Spring Break of BUSY ACTIVITIES .
...Ok fine I was dreaming of mine and Lyle's wedding and trying to choose between a white 3-tired cake or a chocolate 5-tier cake with white frosting.
Still.
M got a job in Tennessee traveling as a NURSE.
We're going to be living on the outskirts of Memphis.
OH DEAR GOD
I was like "What about my friends?"
"You'll make new ones."
"What if I have a boyfriend?"
Mom said "No you don't"
NICE MOTHER
"Ok fine but I could!"
"You'll get a new,better one."
I was like "You have an answer for everything don't you?"
M smiled "Yes." so I slammed to my room and now here I am.
I am NOT going.
EDIT=====3 Minutes Later
How am I going to tell the Gang?
And I am soooooooooooooooo close to getting Lyle......arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
OK true he hasn't shown any signs of that knowing it was me he kissed during the tornado drill last month.
BUT STILL.
C'MON.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Ana~